Friday, February 19, 2010

story telling

Long weekend.CNY kn.ape korg bwat.me bese2 je.his not wif me.blk penang."kite dinner same ok tonite".."i nk blk penang lame x jmp u"..ok2 we went for chilis on friday after work.eventhough his not around kapten ade.die dtg tido uma aku smpai selasa.yahoooo!!! gosip menanti.sbtu pagi me,ibu n nabilah pegy sg wang jln2 while waiting for ita smpai dr kuantan.da abes pusing n menghabiskn duet kt sg wang,kiteorg pegy pavi plak.then low yat beli laptop ita.sumenye rushing sbb petang kdai byk nk ttp awal.mkn besa la katekn.setel pulang suda.mlm cik kiah (my late father sista) dtg tdo uma.kapten pun smpai mlm tu jugak bf die (marzuki) anta.gud bf!!esknye dlm tengahari me n kapten together wit apai n bf pegy kuala pilah shelly tunang.apai n bf naek tren smpai nilai then aku amek.jmp yus n bf kt pekan pilah then pegy uma shelly.mereka ini sume kawan2 aku mase PLKN.sgt best.sume masuk air.ketawa x abes2.hahah.ptg sket kami pun pulang.kapten trus kua dating.aku kua ngn ibu,ita n nabilah.kononnye nk g uma busu tp xjd trus g pudu beli tiket ita then jln2 kt kat jln TAR.ibu sebok borong tudung.haha.nothing much la kn then dinner kt kg baru blk nilai mlm tu g karok ngn kapten n marzuki.layann!!betterhalf xde kn.emmm.ok pastu pulang esk kua agy.
jangan sangat


intan's

congratzz shelly



Our next day out.yeahhh!!around 1 lebey2 sket marzuki smpai dpn pintu gate uma aku.xsaba nk kua.hari panassss sungguh."aku nk pegy tmpt sejuk2 je.xnk tmpt panas2".."kalo cmtuh kite pegy mandi air terjun nk x?"..."ko gile aku nk mandi pkai pe"...haha.kesimpulannye kiteorg pegy the curve.jln2 tanpa arah tujuan xtau ape nk buat.ok2 ayoh ke ikea plak la.mcm nk mkn hotdog tapi emm nk bwat pe xtau.last2 sental KFC aje.ayam ok!betterhalf is otw bck from his hometown sgt x saba neh.gonna meet him!oh rindu plzz!haha.marzuki kate "sementara tnggu aziz jom kite tgk wyg nk"..kapten ckp "ok jom"..ayu ckp "emmmm ok layan jap btau aziz".."kite tgk cite melayu ok Lu PkLah Sendiri"..."i nk tgk Lu PkLah Sendiri dgn u,i nk tgk valentine's dgn u"...tepuk dahi!ape nk jwp neh..dung dung dung!!.."pegy la pegy la"...iklas ke x.konfius.our movie is at 6.00pm.betterhalf ckp die akan smpai KL around 8.00pm.ok ngam2 after movie jmp die.yg lawak nye knape aku sorg2 je yg dlm wyg tu dr mule cite smpai la abes gelak x benti.org laen xde pun.smpai kapten ckp "ko knape gelak x abes"...lawak kot.sah2la gelak x kn nk nanges kot.

cineleisure
Yeahh!!Betterhalf da smpai KL.damn epy!setel movie cpt2an pick up die kt uma.tq adeq marzuki n kpten kasi kami menumpang keta korg.hehe.he bought for me buah jambu.thank u love.kapten sebok lapa lapa lapa."aku da sehari x sentuh nasi neh,asek ayam ayam ayam".ok2 kite cr nasi keyh.baek punye layanan wa bg lu.pk punye pk we decide to have our dinner at lala kg br.so kapten dpt la mkn nasi siap lauk mcm2.gemuk gemuk gemuk.aku pun da gemuk.cannot be!!betterhalf ajk layan movie after dinner.yelaaa td siang die xdpt ikot kire mcm revenge la neh."yeke u?"haha.so we are heading to pavilion for valentine's movie unfortunately tickets sold out.nk bwat cane.xde rezeki.pk punye pk punye pk agy skali kiteorg pun trus ke look out point kt bukit ampang.first time pegy terbaek la.mmg suam2 je rase dok ats tu.tenang,aman dan nyaman.betterhalf mmg best.kapten layan shisha kiteorg tumpang dua kaki.agak lame la lpk atas then dlm 1 lebey pagi br blk.anta betterhalf blk dlu.oh lupe aku ade bg "sumthing"kt betterhalf.he knows wat it is kn.otw blk nilai sepjg jln aku baring n tido.letih amat!eventhough dpt jmp betterhalf sekejap je,tp ia sgt bermakna.esknye kapten suda mau pulang JB.emm sedey tp aku skt kepale amat sgt plak pagi tu.so xdpt nk hantar die smpai muke pintu.naseb bek bf die ade anta smpai pudu.thanx u so much marzuki.kapten nnt dtg KL agy ok.mesti!!

heart u

kapten n marzuki..comeyy!!
p/s: kapten kite jmp bdk yg nk bunuh aku kt the curve kn.cannot go.wat a bad day la.hehh!!

Thursday, February 11, 2010

I W I L L B E

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down but it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me
Without you I can't breathe
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I got, you're all I want, oh
'Cause without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see you're all I need?
And I will be, all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

s a i d s o


aishhh life.wat is life?aku punye life storyline maha dasyat.kalo ade graf mau trun naek trun naek,naek mendadak mencanak2 jatuh terjunam smpai xnmpk2.had a very drastic changes in life.have to faced it.have to.tabah kn la serta cekalkn la hati hambaMU ini.amin!!acap kali berdoa dipertemukn dgn insan yg serba memahami.harus fahami tiada satu pun manusia di dunia ini PERFECT.so do i.uuuhheeee.ketika ini agak kekok.dlm proses pembelajaran mane yg ditimba dahulu yg telah dibuang jauh ke dasar laut.harus di gali kembali hanya untuk betterhalf.pertemuan yg tak pernah disangka2.tak pernah terlintas pun.ini sume gerak TUHAN.alhamdullilah.bersyukur.segala yg lps2 dilupekn.yg mane pahit dijadikan iktibar yg mane manis dijadikan pedoman.mcm2 hal!!haha.happiness xslalunye kekal kn,bile br nk rase nikmat ade saje halangan.ade hikmah itu sume.things happen for a reason.betterhalf u need to be strong.i will always be by urside kn.always!!


saye suke ini ;

"jika merindui mu itu derita,aku pilih derita"

Monday, February 8, 2010

should i be loved

should or shouldnt??love is blind.love is hurt.apekah?salahkah ntok knal org laen yg xpnh knal.salahkah ntok knal hati budi insan laen.xde halangan kot.knape x bole?xlayak ke?mungkin x jujur.mungkin.mungkin.mungkin la!lebih scientific maybe.itu sume lahir dr sudut hati yg paling dalam.xkn sesiapa pun ngerti cume DIA.org tua2 slalu ckp ade jodoh x kemane.kalo da name pun jodoh lari la mcm mane sekalipun ia pasti datang.PASTI ok!scary!!sesi perkenalan mkn mase.bknnye sebln dua bulan mahupun 3 bulan.depends.bertahun2 sekalipun blum tentu knl abes luar dalam dpn blkng ats bwh kiri kanan.alaaa ade tu berkwn bercinte bertahun2 lamenye end up kecundang.jodoh kn.same jugak mcm ajal maut kite neh.sehat walafiat langsung x skt.tup tup pergi x kembali.menyesal x sudah.kuasa TUHAN.trime dgn hati terbuke.hati berkata jgn la kau sakiti aku lagi.aku fobia kot.hehee.sumtimes hati ckp lagy biarla,just go with the flow.aiishhh bhaye cmtuh.iyeke?hati dr sudut laen plak ckp fight fight fight.ooo hoooo mcm best.cube cantum kn tige2 jd satu.ape jd.hidup ini indah kot.sume ini terjadi tanpa disangka2.pada awal nye cube mengelak sedaya mungkin.cane pulak dalam hati ade taman bunga neh.yesss am smiling now.hope dis will be forever.


s u m m a r i z e

Yeahhh finally.updated jugak.ngehngehngeh!!setelah sekian lame.neh sume berlaku bln 12 aritu.start from g jb,taiping,penang n kuantan.bln cuti2 malaysia.hehehe.will start with jb first.date x ingat la ble pegy kn.yg pastinye aku,layla n tonjang gerak mlm after work.dgn keadaan jojo yg cemeng sebelah.actually jojo pain la time tu die eksiden ita buat.tp ok la bole trime keadaan la kondesi jojo at dat time.kalo x,xkn bole smpai jb kn.so kiteorg smpai agak lewat mlm la sbb byk stop by kt RnR.smpai check in Pan Pac.bkn trus tdo.sebaliknye memekak dlu g mkn kt warung dpn pan pac yg pd ketika itu jam menunjukkn kul 3 pg lebey2.hahah.actually g jb xde pe pun saje jln2 bercuti jmp bloodsucker sume.lame kn x kesana since ayah xde.kalo x dlu setahun berkali2 pasti akn ke jb.emmm memories.ok2 xbyk activity ape pun.bese2 je.blk jb singgah rembau g uma fahrul wedding adik die.tu je la.then next week nye ke taiping plak kak aini (ofismate) punye wedding.berkonvoi beramai2 sgt best ok.week after dat ke penang plak along's wedding.sgt best + sdey.mcm2 hal.biase la kn.kawen suda kazen aku ini.dr kecik smpai besa mane pegy same2.congratzz along.then da other week ke kuantan anta ita wif jijah n betterhalf.sempat ke TC photoshoot katenyer.pnt jugak but fun.mlm tu smpai kl betterhalf bwk g mkn durian.emm best best best!!
jb

jb

jb

kak aini's wedding-taiping

kak aini's wedding-taiping

along's wedding-penang


along's wedding-penang

kuantan

kuantan
kuantan

Sunday, February 7, 2010

New Year..New Begins

ello peeps.its been long times i didnt update my blog.bit bz.previous post pun aku ade tulis schedule 'kebzan"aku tuh kn.da best part is,sume plan yg dirancangkn bln disember aritu berjln lancar.alhamdullilah.will post it soon la k.sket2 je la tp takot x sempat.now da feb but i will update things happen in dec n jan la k.

cpt kn mase berlalu.pejam celik,pejam celik skng da 2010..umur makin meningkat,hidup semakin singkat.haiisshh.lots of things happen in my life in 2010.haha.alhamdullilah i feels better now + extremely hepy.step by step la aku btau ape yg better n hepy tu eh.will update more soon =)